September 18th

Dawson's birthday was September 18th. We didn't have his party till the 21st or something anyway, I am just now getting around to posting the pictures.

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[caption id="attachment_560" align="aligncenter" width="450" caption="They had 100 tokens and used them all on the rides :)"][/caption]









[caption id="attachment_565" align="aligncenter" width="450" caption="Time for presents"][/caption]







[caption id="attachment_569" align="aligncenter" width="450" caption="Cake Time!! Dawson wouldn't sit long enough to take a picture, but Sadie did :)"][/caption]

My princess!!

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[caption id="attachment_553" align="aligncenter" width="450" caption="Want one? Wet sloppy crackers mmmm."][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_554" align="aligncenter" width="450" caption="Dressed to impress with her stylish silver shoes"][/caption]

[caption id="attachment_555" align="aligncenter" width="450" caption="Some more cuteness"][/caption]

#7

Okay, I put a baby ticker up today. I put that this baby is number 7. I wanted to explain. I am not having triplets. I like to count my children in heaven. As it turns out we had a twin with sadie and he or she died very early on. I also miscarried my first baby after carrying the baby for three months. That makes 2 in heaven and 4 here on earth and one on the way. That is where I get 7 from. I love all my blessings from the Lord. They will always be a part of our lives. Even though my heart still aches at times for the ones I, at this time, will never know. I still wonder about them and know they are in a great and glorious place. Thank you Lord for caring for my children. They couldn't be in better hands then yours. You are an awesome God.

Signs of life...

The last couple of days have been pretty scary for me. I have had this terrible gut wrenching feeling like something was wrong with the baby. I felt that when I went in to hear the heartbeat for the first time it wouldn't be there. I lost a night of sleep and cried a river for two days over it. Instead of putting my baby's life in the Lords hands. I am realizing how hard of a time I am having trusting my Savior. It's not that I don't want to, I just feel like I don't know how too. Better yet I want to only put things half way in his hands so I can keep some control to myself.

So this morning I went to my appointment in fear instead of trust and peace. Despite my anxiousness (which is sin) and my fear (which is not of God) the Lord still proved himself faithful to me, and most importantly has his hands on my baby. I watched that little heart beating and found much conviction in the signs of life. No matter how any of my pregnancies start or end, God holds all life (mine, my babies lives, etc..) in his hands. He cares for us so much he knows every hair on our head. I stand humbled before my Lord today (as I should everyday) with Love and a prayer asking for him to help me put my cares and worries in his hands. I want to trust the Lord with all my heart and lean not on my own understanding. He is All Mighty!! Thankyou Lord for your mercy and grace, and thank you for the signs of life.

Prophecy

I heard this amazing prophecy last night. It was posted by a dear friend with whom I have a lot of trust and respect in his judgment. I listened to it and felt a witness in my spirit instantly. I can no longer post this directly on my site as a Youtube video, but I can give you the link and you can watch it on Youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D-8iZO1eP5s

Here is another one about the elections. This prophecy was given in April directly after given the above prophecy. The women giving both prophecies is Julie Myers.

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